RIP Thatha

It has been a while since the last time I wrote. I got caught up with college stuff and also the hecticness of life. And I also have just lost one of the people that I love the most, my grandpa. Today marks twenty days that he has left us. The pain and sorrow that I am going through of the lost of him is unbearable. He is the only grandparent that I have and have spent most of my time with while I was growing up. 

I have always wanted you to see me grow up and succeed in my studies and also in life, but all those are never going to happen now. However I am happy that you at least got to see me while I am trying to persue in my chosen studies. At least I know I can get a hang of it that you were already aware of what I am doing. I might not be doing what everyone else and you wanted me to do, but at least it is something that I have interest in and I know you respect my decisions.

I miss you already. I miss how you would force me to eat, how you would give me a weekly lecture on why I should study and do medicine and succeed in life, be with the right people, accept everything that is going on in my life even when it is the least thing that I would want it to happen at that time, which is exactly what is happening right now.

I hope you rest in peace, with all the love that you have brought with you, all the love from all of us, the tears that we have shed upon your lost, tears of joy of knowing that you have had a blast in your life of living for ninety-six years and having to get to spend our lives with you and knowing you, and also tears of sorrowness knowing that we have lost someone who meant a lot to us and never getting to see you again to share with you all the laughters like how it has always been whenever around you. 

I love you. Rest In Peace, Thatha